Thursday, October 25, 2007

it makes me want you just a little bit more...


THAT SHIT is stressful. my poor little child haha


Tomorrow night is the boo bash and i don't know what to wear! i was going to be a zombie hooters girl, but then i actually WENT to hooters last night and I actually hated it so much that I don't want to be a hooter girl. AND their merch is so fucking pricey ($25 for a tank top i am just going to ruin!???) EEK! I hate being that person!! that last minute costume person! aaack!

and tonight i can't get a costume because I have a BUSINESS MEETING?? I got scouted out for some marketing job (this is a real story) by a customer from the O.G. and now I have to meet he and his wife at la commensal for dinner tonight to talk business???

apparently my sparking personality is undeniable haha.

more to come...

this is gay, but i am so fucking obsessed with the new good life album.
my jam:

A Little bit more

you flipped the sign in your window, but baby are you really closed?
I've got no where else to run to, I sure as hell ain't running home
We can crash back at your apartment
I'll sleep on the floor

Gimme just a little bit more
wont you give me just a little bit more?

I never knew what i was missing
frankly I was better off.
You let me drink from your cup
and now i don't know how to stop
I've been pounding and pleading at your window
sadly ignored

I wanted just a little bit more
I wanted just a little bit more
You love me then you lock your doors

I thought we were painting a bigger picture
Now I know the score
I wanted just a little bit more
I wanted just a little bit more

You fooled me into thinking I was special, but you're a liar
and a whore

It makes me want you just a little bit more
I want you just a little bit more
Baby don't you make me go home.

Don't you make me go home.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

"we both get carried away..."

"no one sleeps yet, lets keep it goin' til the mornin'...."

my life has been so fucking whirl wind this week.

I think i am subconciously rebelling against something that I am not even aware of.
basically, i just finished a 3-day bender. how 2004 of me.


thursday was my work party. I was kinda concerned about this one, and totally not expecting what was about to ensue.
We had this private function at work to launch our new canadian furniture collection. 60 people RSVP'd, about 25 non-employees showed up. We had bought 3 grand in catering (open bar) and yup, no one showed.
so anyways, izzy who MAYBE has a glass of wine on holidays had 5 glasses of wine, and i had 7 or 8?? fuckkkkk. anyways i was very composed (probably because of all the food we pecked at since no one showed) until i actually left the party to walk to the subway with izzy. oh, fresh air.

anyways a train and bus ride later, i run into spencer on the street, buy another bottle of wine (whyy??????) and decide to call cam, my neighbor.


cam:"yeah dude, come smoke a spliff and watch the office"

me:"okay!!! i've had 8 glasses of wineeee!"

so anyways you can see how this turned southward at this point. i tried to get some food, that didn't work out, but because all of this had already happened by 10:30 pm.

anyways it could've been worse because i still got 8 hours of sleep and was hazy and probably smelly at work the next day but they didn't know the half of it and i still had leo's party that night.

friday after work (good god what a long day) i went to the eaton center to buy some duds and bought some sick purple cords for 10 bucks and a shirt for 10.

leo and the gang came over around 9:30. here are some photos:

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me, chris and sharai, red wallin'.

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me and colly. i dunno what i am doing.

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the crew. this photo actually warms my heart so much. i miss lynn kane though.
and look! leo is excited!!

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me and my bestie. happy birthday buddy.

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i went crazy the next morning after my 2 hour beauty sleep, but i was so happy. so so happy.

the night was actually SOOOO FUN. It was amazing to see leo actually so fucking stoked on something. Sharai and I abducted colleen who wasn't going to come, and the night was unreal.
Basically, circa is really fucking expensive but so fun. 15 bucks for cover and 6.50 drinks but it is a million floors of fun. They played so much good tunes and it really felt entirely like cute girls, gay dudes and us. The played "revolution" by the beatles and everyone had peace sing hula hoops and painted posters saying all sorts of peace-related wonders. there were people dressed in crazy costumes, and all of us just danced with each other balls out to every song. we danced with randoms, (dudes, girls...whatever) and leo got sooo sloppy and i loved it. EVERYONE just had fun and was care-free and soooo happy.

Later we went back to my house to smoke cheeba and then chris put on my purple pants and we all decided it was a great time for me to learn to skateboard?? anyways SK8 OR DIE?? i dunno, but 4:20 rolls around, we blaze, and i get a phone call from JC (my favorite drunk) who is so happy because Dougie is in town and about to visit?? i guess he let the cat out of the bag though because it was supposed to be a surprise and dougie had been trying to track down spencers # so he could get our address and surprise me, but instead he just drove to my house at 5am and it was surreal and amazing and so funny to see him flip out about all of his former co-op students hammered laying all over my house.

saturday i ended up staying in bed until 3:30 or so, minus the brief early morning crazies before leo and the crew left. Dougie and I went back to oakville where i met jo for a late lunch, and we went to her ("our") mama's house. I LOVE HER. ann was so happy we were there and of course the wine got going (fuckkkkk) and the next thing we know we are sitting in her moms bed, drinking wine, and looking at her new clothes?? jeeeeeze.

later on i went to the firehall where jo, dougie, jc, cody, lauren and I hung out and drank doubles and i felt sorry for myself for partying yet again. but talk about the most surreal moment...hanging out with all of daves closest friends on my own terms, back in bronte. then we spoke about dottie and i got nostalgic and sad, but it was good to know he was doing okay. but yeah it gets weirder.

so then we decide to go to lauren and codys house which just so happened to be IN THE SAME COMPLEX JC, JO AND I ALL LIVED IN THAT BURNT DOWN. fuckkk. and they had these 2 adorable dogs (i don't do well with adorable family dogs any more) we had grabbed MORE WINE from ann's house on the way there, and so yeah.


got a ride back to toronto which was sweet but seeing dougie for such a short time is such a friendship tease.

i met becky, adam and neil at union station at 12:45 intending to go to toronto island and go biking all day. but due to the fact that it was 24 DEGREES ON A SUNDAY IN LATE OCTOBER everyone had the same idea and we sold our tickets instead of waiting 2 hours for a ferry, and biked suppppper far west on the waterfront, just past that huge white super architectural bridge you can see from the highway when you are approaching toronto. we had a healthy picnic, blazed, and took photos. we biked up to queen street for candy after that, making the whole ride almost 20 km (i mapquested it haha). i met chris, came home and hung out with him and cam for a bit, and now i am calling it a day.

or a summer.

or a blur.

but it was amazing.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

In honor of Rhiannon the great

A top ten list of things on the brain:

1. Money is "ghey" especially when you don't have any, and you're waiting for someone else to pay up.

2. I can't seem to shake this almost-a-cold. Sore throats, raspy voices (painful, though sexayyyy) and phlem (eewww!) are annoying. Honestly body: Just get sick or get well so this can be over with! FOR REALZZ

3. Crafting is awesome, mail is awesome, combining the two is awesome-est.

4. I need to do laundry. (not interesting, but it's on the brain)

5. I need to get groceries. (see above)

6. I really want to meet some more new people in Toronto. Sure, my friends are the bomb diggity and unbeatable, but it's a big city full of adventure and possibilities!

7. Not having a crush on someone is boring. (I know this is good for me, and I don't want a bf right now...but that doesn't change the fact that it is BORRRR-INGGGGG)

8. I need to go dancing again/more. Sunday night was such a tease!

9. 2 months until Dougie comes home to visit! (8 weeks makes it sound sooner)

10. I need to get out and enjoy this fall weather before it's gone! UGHHH HARVEST ADVENTUREZZZ

wow, this is pretty uninteresting. Better to be uninteresting than dramatic, oui?

Saturday, October 6, 2007

Something I love about Saturday afternoons is sleeping in until whenever I want (because I have no obligations to anyone but myself! wahoo!) and then making breakfast which i eat in bed, and the cuddle with my roomies watching tv. It is pretty much the best thing everrrrr.

Also, E! plays 4 back-to-back episodes of the simple life on Saturdays so I just watch that and laugh at how hilarious Nicole Richie is and then eventually I roll out of bed and do errands.

Today on the docket:

-write some letters
-make corn bread (yum!!)

In addition to this, i will probably have a wicked nap, and be super lazy even though I am trying to get in shape and fit into my old clothes again. I get the feeling that laying in bed all day and then eating homemade baked goods is probably the worst thing i could be doing right now, but i have already lost 4lbs so i am almost back into my old duds, so what is one lazy saturday??

so anyways, last night i had a spaz attack so my make myself feel better i bought some cheeba (i had been good all week too!), a bottle of organic wine, and a ring pop! Honestly, ring pops are so random and fun, if you are ever having a bad day and thinking about getting some chocolate or something to cheer you up, try a ring pop instead. nothing will make a sad girl smile more so then a huge candy ring.

so i smoke some cheeba and am sitting on the deck reading the new nylon and what do you know?? Spencer comes home all drunk and we have an awesome hilarious heart to heart on the deck while we drink more and wait for our love (colleen) to come home so we can all be cute together. Later, Leo and chris came down and we got sloppy and went on an adventure (go figure!) and ate some street (veggie) meat, and walked forever and ever until we finally got back to my house and all passed out watching batman in my gigantic cozy bed. How cute and funny and hilarious.

This weekend is going to be so great!

It is obviously off to a good start, but tonight is going to kick ass because I am hanging out with Derek and Christine and having a tattoo consultation, then coming back home where colleen and spencer are having friends over and I can finally meet some of their friends too!

Tomorrow I am going to Oakville and having tea with kalan for his birthday, going to JC's for an adorable invader zim/popcorn/big brother hangout with Jo and Jamie, and then to Ann Gale's house for Thanksgiving dinner and $3 wine. Oh! and Adrian (jo's dad) will be there! yay! After dinner I am being picked up and taken to Waterloo where I will be spending the night at Becky's moms since I have been invited there for dinner on monday night. sooo sweet. apparently we are going to "phil's" (a bar with dancing and 1.75 drinks...think retro night at the marquee circa 2003) which I am sooo stoked for.

This weekend is jam-packed, but I love long weekends, harvest time, and friends.

Next week colleen and I are having a craft night!! VIP only so you cuties will get your invites soon enough!

tralala, i miss my dog a lot but all and all, things are pretty nice right now.

picture update coming soon!

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

today i actually had the shittiest day i have had in a long time. Things could be worse, but if i had someone to canoodle with things would be better instantly! i might just have to call colleen and spencer for some quality bedroom tv time!