this mornin' I woke up feelin' brand new...

I HAVE PRETTY LINENS


AND 20/20 VISION



AND A TAN HALFWAY TO LAGUNA BEACH STYLEZZZZZZZ



AND MY HURR IS STILL GROWIN'!


now all i need is a job and a house and booyah will be achieved!

KIMBERLY STEWART AND I ARE THE SAME PERSONNNNNN

"My weekend in San Diego was fantastic! I love it there. It's just far enough away from L.A. that it really felt like a vacation getaway. I took the time to really hang out and get to know the city. You can't visit San Diego without visiting the world famous San Diego Zoo. I loved seeing all the exotic animals. My absolute favorites are the lions. They are so majestic!! And the zoo has a gift shop fully devoted to "Earth-friendly" products, which is super cool. I stayed at the Solamar Hotel, which has a really dope pool with cabanas. I definitely got my tan on!"

-Kimberly Stewart


****ahem!


HOLY ROBYN COX QUOTE. that is EXACTLYwhat i say whenever the toronto zoo is discussed.
The lions ARE SOOOOOO MAGESTIC!

BUT ACTUALLY.

i totally read the kimberly stewart blog on tmz all the time. whatever dude. i don't even currrrrrr

one month from now i will potentially be jobless, almost homeless, and flat broke.


holy shit holy shit holy shit

risks are SCARY!



anybody got a job, home and money for me?


***
EDIT

plan b: flight attendant.

"pretty darling you're so niave..."

this is me on my first day of school.

Today, looking at this and then looking in the mirror made me realize for the first time in my life:


"Wow, I am a grown woman."





terrifying.

i wont let them take you, Hell no!

clayton

doobies

letters

friends

late night bike rides

white wine

cute summer outfits

frisbee

dancing

parks

patios

clean water/swimming

visits

adventures

sunshine

mangoes

nectarines

watermelon

tom collins

vintage t-shirts

tans

trees

laughing

tunes




any of these things or combination of these things will put a solid & sincere smile on my face and squishy-good feeling in my heart and belly.

hunt and gather

Apartment hunting hasn't been the easy task I thought it would be. Tomorrow I am going to the city and walking around and writing down numbers. At least that way I will know the location and not feel so mis-lead.

anyways, this is me bored at the "office", aka, my desk looking for apartments



Then I remembered THIS:



!!!
Clayton made me a glass pony!! This is my "no big deal-my boyfriend just makes me awesome glass ponies and yours doesn't"
face.

SUCCCCCCCCCH a keeper

Here is a be-lated camping picture:



we were lazing in the sun on the beach at our campground.





He is the apple of my eye <3


p.s.

HEY FRIENDS! I WILL SEE YOU IN HALIFAX SOOOOOOOOON! WEEEE!

bung deal

Yesterday was shite: Hassle at the office, pressure to get the fuck out of Ann Gale's house, a busted knee (though arguably bad-ass, the "9 year old boy" scabby leg look is not quite lady-like), and then to top all of that off, I had a dream that included a lot of love from dottie, and a return to junior high school. TERRIBLE.

Then today I couldn't sleep in as late as my schedule allowed because I tossed and turned and got teary-eyed about how much I miss my (former) dog. Then on my way to work I almost ran over a freshly squished bunny on my bike because of shitty oakville traffic.

The day dragged on and on while I trained a new girl (not fun), and got shit on for taking forever to put away a huge skid of soy/rice milk. OKAY, I AM NOT A "TIN MAN". I AM NOT AS EFFICIENT AS THEY ARE BECAUSE I HAVE FUCKING CUSTOMERS TO SERVE TOO.

doooy-ee.

anyways the good news is i got paid, bought some food (finally), and hopefully I will get to see clayton tomorrow and go to the Toronto Outdoor Art Show together....Oh! and maybe, just maybe, purchase some herb. yes, i used the term "herb".


urg

who needs a drink?
or some "herb"?



OH! DOY-EE! more good news!

Upcoming visits from both Beth Barter and LINDSAY "BFF" STEWART! YESSUMS!

i don't care how lame this makes me...

Third Eye Blind are playing on uly 29th in Detroit and I have to go.
I don't care how gay this makes me.

BEST. NEWS. EVER.