"Isn't it ironic, you still have ideals....?"

BOY OH BOY!

This apartment hunt is turning out to be a real struggle. It is so fucking cut-throat in toronto! I am not sure if i am prepared for that town!
uuuugh

anyways, time will tell. Right now it is tough because I can't get into toronto asap when an ad is posted because well, I am in oakville. Usually when i call to see something I get: "Oh, it'll be gone by then...i've already had ______ number of calls."

I am slowly getting less selective. I think at this point i will even live in a building. I was hoping not to have to move in a year, and that we would find a comfy place right away, but that is doubtful at this point, but i will stay positive. Moving sucks, i was hoping to avoid multiple moves within the next few years but do whatcha gotta do, right?

anyways, just no basements. After being the only one home when my house burnt down I would feel too confined in a basement.

I have been riding my bike lots, seeing old friends (some things never change....) and feeling healthier. (it feels amazing to think that..thank you, vitamins!)
also, there are a few potential jobs. I don't want to jinx it so I will leave it at that.

Time to continue my 9-hr day work bender...

8 DAYS TILL HALIFAX!!!!!
"

this mornin' I woke up feelin' brand new...

I HAVE PRETTY LINENS


AND 20/20 VISION



AND A TAN HALFWAY TO LAGUNA BEACH STYLEZZZZZZZ



AND MY HURR IS STILL GROWIN'!


now all i need is a job and a house and booyah will be achieved!

KIMBERLY STEWART AND I ARE THE SAME PERSONNNNNN

"My weekend in San Diego was fantastic! I love it there. It's just far enough away from L.A. that it really felt like a vacation getaway. I took the time to really hang out and get to know the city. You can't visit San Diego without visiting the world famous San Diego Zoo. I loved seeing all the exotic animals. My absolute favorites are the lions. They are so majestic!! And the zoo has a gift shop fully devoted to "Earth-friendly" products, which is super cool. I stayed at the Solamar Hotel, which has a really dope pool with cabanas. I definitely got my tan on!"

-Kimberly Stewart


****ahem!


HOLY ROBYN COX QUOTE. that is EXACTLYwhat i say whenever the toronto zoo is discussed.
The lions ARE SOOOOOO MAGESTIC!

BUT ACTUALLY.

i totally read the kimberly stewart blog on tmz all the time. whatever dude. i don't even currrrrrr

one month from now i will potentially be jobless, almost homeless, and flat broke.


holy shit holy shit holy shit

risks are SCARY!



anybody got a job, home and money for me?


***
EDIT

plan b: flight attendant.

"pretty darling you're so niave..."

this is me on my first day of school.

Today, looking at this and then looking in the mirror made me realize for the first time in my life:


"Wow, I am a grown woman."





terrifying.

i wont let them take you, Hell no!

clayton

doobies

letters

friends

late night bike rides

white wine

cute summer outfits

frisbee

dancing

parks

patios

clean water/swimming

visits

adventures

sunshine

mangoes

nectarines

watermelon

tom collins

vintage t-shirts

tans

trees

laughing

tunes




any of these things or combination of these things will put a solid & sincere smile on my face and squishy-good feeling in my heart and belly.

hunt and gather

Apartment hunting hasn't been the easy task I thought it would be. Tomorrow I am going to the city and walking around and writing down numbers. At least that way I will know the location and not feel so mis-lead.

anyways, this is me bored at the "office", aka, my desk looking for apartments



Then I remembered THIS:



!!!
Clayton made me a glass pony!! This is my "no big deal-my boyfriend just makes me awesome glass ponies and yours doesn't"
face.

SUCCCCCCCCCH a keeper

Here is a be-lated camping picture:



we were lazing in the sun on the beach at our campground.





He is the apple of my eye <3


p.s.

HEY FRIENDS! I WILL SEE YOU IN HALIFAX SOOOOOOOOON! WEEEE!